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Story of my life…

It’s only two months in to the new school year, and already, I cannot wait for summer break. I’ve been thinking so much about how much I’ve changed, about how much everyone’s changed. I’m not the same person I was when I started in my junior high, yet, I’m somehow I am. My friendships have changed, and not for the best. I guess it all started when I had a falling out with my best friend in grade 7… We finally made up, but were never best friends again. Just barely acquaintences. I guess I was still part of the “group” at that time, but suddenly, I felt like an outcast. I turned to my other friend who had been best friends with my best friend’s new best friend. She and I hung out a lot. Until, she started ditching me for another girl. I was always second best, always the last resort, the poor choice. I was never chosen first, I was never told “You’re my best friend ever!” . For the most part of the year, i then hung out with my close friends in LA. They were the true cool ones, the caring and kind ones. But, then….Then, year two at GPV. Oh, joy. I tried hanging out with the popular, Late Immersion crowd, but I’d never truly be apart of it, so I wandered. I hung out with my old crowd sometimes, but mostly, I hung out in the Spirit room with our facilitator. It became like  a safe haven for me. Grade 8 changed me the most. I had started the year with nearly a straight- A average. I ended with a B-Average. The new girl, she came into my life, yet again, there to steal my best friend. Sometimes we were tight, others, I couldn’t stand to look at her. I wanted her to be MINE. I wanted her to like me best. To be my best friend. She was everything I ever wanted to be. Beautiful. Popular. Funny. But, she turned my other friends against me, and then, I was like an outcast. So i rejoined eating lunch alone in Renita’s room.
Everywhere I went outside of class, I put on a happy face. I smiled, I pretended that I was having the time of my life. I tried to be the one everyone wanted for a best friend. Confident. Outgoing… But nothing worked. I retreated into silent acceptance. Go to school, study, try my best, hang out with my friends (or try to) and pretend nothing was wrong. Now, my last year here. We’re only two months in. It seems like forever. I hate my class. Most of my old friends are there, yet, I still am an outcast. My best friend and her new best friend are also in my class, as well as a few of my LA friends.. But, i don’t belong. Everywhere I try to fit in, people seem annoyed or…. just uninterested. I’ve been, these past few weeks, just trying to survive, just trying to believe I can fit in. This guy in my class, he’s making my life hell. It’s just too complicated to explain. I’ve decided to start eating and hanging out with my true, friends, the ones who don’t care if I’m perfect or not. But.. most of them are in the other class, and I feel so alone.. We would always hang out, laugh, and have so much fun. We’d go bike riding, walking, to the park, my house, her house and everywhere in between. Oompa Loompas, Pepsi slurpees and jellystraws. My favourite memories ♥
I wish I could turn back time and try to fix what mistakes I’ve make, but I can’t, and I need to learn to deal with it!
Life’s not perfect, no matter how much I want it to be, no matter how much I wish things were a certain way.
I can’t control that some of my friends may not like me; I can’t control that maybe I’m annoying and immature. It’s how I am; nothing can change that.
But, even as I say this, I know I’m lying to myself. I do care whether I’m liked or not by my peers, and I do care that some people don’t want to be friends…
Just be positive, smile, and if you have to, just pretend that you’re happy, to make others happy. It works for me. Though no one does seem to care when I’m not, so what’s the point of trying?

So many questions, so few answers
`Lizzie

Hello everyone!

Yes, its me again. I am rather bored at the moment, so I thought I’d stop by to say hello. Anyways, long time no see! 🙂

I would highly doubt anyone is actually reading this, as no one comes here anymore. Which is not surprising, considering it seems Lizzie quit?

Welp, it looks like our whole old “blogging community” so to speak, is kind of dead, isn’t it? Too bad. It was fun for a while, but I guess everyone moves on.

Anyways, if you are reading this, how has your summer been? Mine has been not so great, but thats another story. I hope yours has been good! 🙂

Wow, I started EverythingKinz over 2 years ago, I just realized. Well, time goes by fast when your having fun.

Anyways, bye everyone. Just stopping by to say hello. I am still considering possibly making another blog someday, but ughh can’t even worry about that right now, can we?

– Siiba

 

I’m Sorry…

Hello Everyone,

I’m really really truly sorry to say this, but I have decided to stop blogging. I want to thank everyone here, you know who you are, you have all been really good friends, the best online friends anyone could want! 🙂 I’m not leaving because I’m mad at anyone. Blogging has been really fun. I just really do not have the time right now, and I am trying to move on to other things. I thought it would be better if I said goodbye, not just disappear like so many have. I seriously do not have any interest in Webkinz at the moment, so it’s a little silly to be Webkinz blogging, isn’t it? I may start blogging again some time if I can make it work, but for now I’m taking a little break. I hope Lizzie can keep up WA on her own, maybe she will get a new assistant!

Also, I’m really sorry but I lied about what happened to EverythingKinz. It wasn’t hacked, I closed it.

Again, thanks everyone for being such awesome online friends! It’s time for me to move on to other things, though. 🙂

Thanks for understanding,

~Siiba~

Horiscopes :)

AUQARIUS: JAN 30 – FEB 18: You need to let loose!

PISCES: FEB 19 – MAR 20: Making your world more organized will help.

ARIES: MAR 21 – APR 19: Remember to think of others.

TAURUS: APR 20 – MAY 20:  Your friends will be happy to help you in your problem.

GEMINI: MAY 21 – JUN 21: Try to be more understanding.

CANCER: JUN 22 – JUL 22: You can do it!

LEO: JUL 23 – AUG 22: Just relax, everything will be alright.

VIRGO: AUG 23 – SEP 22: Thinking positively will help you a lot!

LIBRA: SEP 23 – OCT 22: Be the change you wish to see in the world.

SCORPIO: OCT 23 – NOV 21: It’s up to you to make things better.

SAGITTARIUS: NOV 22 – DEC 21: Try to think before you act next time.

CAPRICORN: DEC 22 – JAN 19: You know what you have to do, now you just have to do it!

Have a nice day,

~Siiba~

Important Announcement!

ATTENTION VEIWERS:

You may have noticed advertisements popping up on WA recently. Our hosting company, WordPress, does this occasionally so they can make a profit. We agree this is very irritating. Unfortunately, there is nothing we can do to get rid of them. So just bear with us, hopefully they will go away soon!

Thanks for reading,

Siiba

Happy Easter!

Happy Easter, Webkinz lovers!

I hope you are all having a great day! Did you get lots of candy from the Easter Bunny? 🙂

Have a great Easter, everyone!

~Siiba~

Today’s BIG QUESTION!

Rap or Metal???

Siiba’s answer: I don’t particularly like either of them, but I prefer metal to rap, generally…

~Siiba~